Hedonistic yet humble.

In this rainy weather at the end of 2014 at Jakarta, I started to write this absurd post. Yes, Absurd are one of most frequently mentioned word in 2014. There are a lot of untold story and experiences happening in this very fast-rapid-running year.



Sudirman Central Business District 


Somebody said to me that 2014 is the recovery year after the huge-supermassive mentally and wealthy destroying moment happened in 2013. But then again as i mentioned above, this year are full of absurd and lost-self control experience due to very unexpected granting that i got this year. in the beginning of this year I figured out that i am the happiest people on earth, yet the most people with lesser self control on the earth, it is almost impossible to take any decisive decision on that time.

Yet this year I got a sight that i never got along my 25 year life. Hedonistic yet humble, you cannot see that there is a humble person being the most hedonistic people at the same time. Do you think the consumptive and the lux-brand-minded people are the hedonistic one? You got it wrong. You never imagined that there are credit card debt trap or hedonic treadmill that makes even your very high-outstanding-super duper salary that you got from being an expatriate on the foreign oil,gas &mining company feels same like your fresh graduate income. Or can you see that some clean-face-hardworking people who still use their Cub motorcycle makes wealthyness more than you ever imagined. Yet they still choose to use cooking-oil-lubricated single cyl four stroke engine while they actually could afford your V6 engine car in cash!


Time are changing, surely what happened in 2014 are totally unexpected, unpredicted and unplanned at all, this is not a 2014 that i imagined on 2013. However I’m quite sure that 2015 are more be predictable and plannable as anything happened on this year actually are unpredicted recover and I could gain more than the last time I’m at the mentally destroyed time, when i didnt expect anything anymore.

Last, there are a decisive decision waiting to take at the beginning of 2015. Surely this decision could be a bloody and teary, but it also can be a fairy-tale like decision. Dont know, right now the plan and prediction are still 50:50, unlike the 2014 prediction that i make on 2013 that there is not one of my prediction happens due to those extraordinary thing happened along 2014.

ps: do not take this absurd post seriously, this absurd post are totally absurd actually.

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