In The Middle Of Nowhere

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Xin Nian Kuai Le

Have a prosperous Chinese new year


Well in this sheep year (actually i dont believe at any horoscope and fortune-teller but its ok just for fun) lets combine the prediction or any forecast for my luck that i will got in this year.

Well this year begins with a mumbo-jumbo swing mood circumstances, dramatic people who throw out any unimportant-stupid things that if i didnt take any action to those thing, i will fall deeply into the wave of misadventure. But maybe they are almost successful drivin me to that area and still on progress to drown me there. I dont know, I’m not sure, but  I think that there is also a greater chance to a new great adventure life than before, this uncertainity between the fall of mine and the prosperous mine are concluded as I’m on the middle of nowhere.


Sunda Kelapa Harbour

Still dont know, still dont have idea what will happened next. But i’m pretty sure that everything will goes bright in 1-2 month soon, it makes the “predictable” section on my previous post become a clarity. I didnt always rely or even read anything about the horoscope, but for this time lets combine the chinese zodiak with my real-life (or subjective imaginary) prediction. A lot of source saying that this is the year of career, new business, friends and family.

It is not so hard to accepting that this would going be true, I have a career challenge ahead, to be onboarded with the global team, to be raised to a higher benefits, or simply have a new great experience to write on my resume to continue to get a nice career outside my existing firm that i worked in, it is possible also that i continue to pick a career abroad, my position now make it possible for doing that but not in the short period of time, i also should be aware with my lovely slogan : Vi Vere Pericoloso as there is a deep down cliff on my left or right side, I also could fall in the lowest point of my life if I’m not be careful with this situation.

Beside a career, this is the first time I’m in a full gut for opening new business, yes it is, combine it with the other forecast, I saw a lot of sayin and opportunity there.

Last, I wish this in the middle of nowhere phase would end up soon, I thought it would end up in next month. See ya in my next post :)

Sorry for my messed up english.

-MF 2015-


Hedonistic yet humble.

In this rainy weather at the end of 2014 at Jakarta, I started to write this absurd post. Yes, Absurd are one of most frequently mentioned word in 2014. There are a lot of untold story and experiences happening in this very fast-rapid-running year.



Sudirman Central Business District 


Somebody said to me that 2014 is the recovery year after the huge-supermassive mentally and wealthy destroying moment happened in 2013. But then again as i mentioned above, this year are full of absurd and lost-self control experience due to very unexpected granting that i got this year. in the beginning of this year I figured out that i am the happiest people on earth, yet the most people with lesser self control on the earth, it is almost impossible to take any decisive decision on that time.

Yet this year I got a sight that i never got along my 25 year life. Hedonistic yet humble, you cannot see that there is a humble person being the most hedonistic people at the same time. Do you think the consumptive and the lux-brand-minded people are the hedonistic one? You got it wrong. You never imagined that there are credit card debt trap or hedonic treadmill that makes even your very high-outstanding-super duper salary that you got from being an expatriate on the foreign oil,gas &mining company feels same like your fresh graduate income. Or can you see that some clean-face-hardworking people who still use their Cub motorcycle makes wealthyness more than you ever imagined. Yet they still choose to use cooking-oil-lubricated single cyl four stroke engine while they actually could afford your V6 engine car in cash!


Time are changing, surely what happened in 2014 are totally unexpected, unpredicted and unplanned at all, this is not a 2014 that i imagined on 2013. However I’m quite sure that 2015 are more be predictable and plannable as anything happened on this year actually are unpredicted recover and I could gain more than the last time I’m at the mentally destroyed time, when i didnt expect anything anymore.

Last, there are a decisive decision waiting to take at the beginning of 2015. Surely this decision could be a bloody and teary, but it also can be a fairy-tale like decision. Dont know, right now the plan and prediction are still 50:50, unlike the 2014 prediction that i make on 2013 that there is not one of my prediction happens due to those extraordinary thing happened along 2014.

ps: do not take this absurd post seriously, this absurd post are totally absurd actually.